Absolution

So long problems I have seen enough I have seen you tear apart and Break away the trust And so long brother I have said enough I have seen the best of us go down And not come up I need that cold winter air To revitalize each and every cell In my brain is where I stay if I'm trying to write Reaching heights that you can't, just to spite you People ask me what I have against deutschrap Not much I'm just afraid that their voice snapped It's the same old image with the same old story It was cool at first but now it bores me I made my money back twelve times So f*ck everyone who says that I have mal-finds That I don't have the skill to make skill shine My numbers over the years are a clear sign That I will rise to the top, evolutionary 2021, That shit will be legendary Seraphin, G dot, T.N.S, whatever the name You see me in the credits, you know it's straight flames So just imagine my face when they are still signing deals After what they did to us, still Convince you it's your only shot Then you blow up from a song and die while still hot Old friends try to be new friends again It's funny how things change when you start to win You can't make up for the years of lost time With a lousy voice memo when I wrote four times This is the hardest beat that this country ever had And I made it from scratch using pieces of the past Pieces of the pain of barely having enough Looking to the future where I'll be showing up, singing, singing So long problems I have seen enough I have seen you tear apart and Break away the trust And so long brother I have said enough I have seen the best of us go down And not come up I know that it takes a perfectionist To truly see what perfection is So I pray to whatever you believe in That you will see this just a little different Because I used every excuse under the sun When the people started flockin, asking where is a song It has dawned on me then that it would never be done If the goal was to debut at number one So I dropped the whole project and then scratched it before it hit the ground So afraid of myself I chose to sit around Then summer came and I saw it isn't that hard When our potential is limitless like a black card So I stayed with my folk and I'll stay with y'all So stop betting how much further he will fall Like I haven't spent this time in the stu like that I'm low for the moment but I will bounce back Now I could dedicate this song to the heartbroken; stay strong But this for those who endured me so long For the real friends, we're close to home just hold on Never won, but they still there, first row Screaming your name, because you are the man to them That's what I'm nowhere near to resembling That's what I thought 'till she said man, look around you You're the motherfucking man to those who surround you Damn That hit hard That something so close to me was tearing me apart And I was too blinded by my fantasy to see it I swear if I ever make a song y'all will hear it My pocketwatch ain't broken but I'm still ahead of my time And missing every date like it's going out of style When it comes to deadlines it's just more of the same It is ready when its ready, that's the law of the sane I've been playing in this game for years without a part And now I'm just pouring out my heart I've been playing in this game for years without a part And now I'm just pouring out my heart; but it's fine Cuz' you don't want to hear me, you just want to dance And if that is your stance then I totally understand And I know that everything gotta go back Everyone fears the future like it's on crack Give me a sample an hour and 15 minutes And I'll serve up something worth 15 digits Luxury soul music from the north of the see Soon International SAINT, id Signing off So long problems I have seen enough I have seen you tear apart and Break away the trust And so long brother I have said enough I have seen the best of us go down And not come up I Know That in time There will be a place That's mine