Ghost Town

I think about my death a lot I wonder if it's actually gon affect a lot But when the mind commits treason And lies to you for no reason And you become your own heathen You don't connect the dots I doubt that I'll ever become successful Going thru the emotions I fancy it pretty stressful I know that I be neglectful For all the support that i have and people that listen But there's still something missing Fair to say I don't like how I look in the mirror It's especially hard when they only love the appearance This my message so I hope you hear it Cause in my mind I can't seem to clear it This is everything that I feel like But I don't think all of these things should feel right This is everything that I feel like But I don't think all of these things should feel right I just wanna die today Go and forget all of the pain I'll finally have it my way Is it right to play it safe This is everything that I feel like But I don't think all of these things should feel right This is everything that I feel like But I don't think all of these things should feel right I hate you nigga, you never do nothing right I hate you nigga you succcumb to darkness and not the light Why even consider breathing That life you got has no meaning Admit it you just been fiening To stay out of sight The confidence you displayed was really all just for show You never treat people right so why you inviting mo' You never keep family close You always forget yo dose But it ain't hard to be you so you reap what you gon sow This is everything that I feel like But I don't think all of these things should feel right This is everything that I feel like But I don't think all of these things should feel right