History

Growing up I always thought I would be The biggest motherfucker since eazy e But lately it just seems like a dream to me Living life so damn close to the cemetery I swear sometimes I need to shut me mouth But still some bullshit words come out I don't even know what the f*ck I said But this guy now wants me dead Guess I'm good as fucking dead then Cause this bastard is looking for my head But trust me I ain't going out without a fight Cause I swear I will fight for my life But just know I never wanted this I don't even know why this dudes pissed I swear if my life ends this way That I'ma come back and haunt ya'll from the grave I guess this is it for me In the morning I'll be history Don't you fucking cry for me Cause it's all just history Look I don't know what I'm saying But right now ya'll should be fucking praying Cuz the saint is fixing on slaying All them motherfuckers who be blazing I never hurt anybody I didn't have to But I do give everybody some attitude It seems like people just don't understand That I built my fucking life by hand Everything I got I worked for Even though sometimes It was with force I never backed down from a fight That's how these bastards know I got bite But all this bullshit it just complicates things Cuz next thing you know a girls asking for a ring You say no cuz you still be chasing the dream Trying to get famous but the price ain't worth it I guess this is it for me In the morning I'll be history Don't you fucking cry for me Cause it's all just history Look motherfuckers I don't really know This life shit it's gotta be a fucking joke Cuz why would this shit just fucking end Why give us this then expect us to get bent I don't know man seems sketchy Mortality is just one big question But I know I should expect it Cuz ain't no motherfucker gonna regret it I keep my brain in the fucking clear Never once did I pop or sneer I had one goal in mind since I was 12 To make history or else I came into this world without a father And f*ck it I figure I don't need to bother However I can't have a son or daughter Cuz I'm an addict to the fucking slaughter I guess this is it for me In the morning I'll be history Don't you fucking cry for me Cause it's all just history I guess this is it for me In the morning I'll be history Don't you fucking cry for me Cause it's all just history