PERFECT (I KNOW)

I thought you were worth it I knew you were perfect You said you've been hurting I thought this was working I know it hurts when you look outside I know you can't sleep with yourself at night I know you would never care if I was alright You just had to make sure I was on your side Yeah I thought that I was special But this hope leaves me unsettled I spent months just in my head, I'm always thinking you're the devil And in time we could've settled Maybe I'm just fed up Done with all the love letters I just need to do better But I can't accept the truth That I shouldn't be with you I've been down this road before So trust me this was never new Tell me how we'll get through All the words that weren't true I know I would be a liar if I said I loved you Yeah it's hard to be myself And I wish you could've helped You just cared about yourself In your lies you chose to dwell You turned happiness to hell It was always just a spell I know you didn't love me and it wasn't hard to tell I thought that you were worth my time And I can't see through all your lies I know it hurts to see me shine But that's the way it goes this time I never thought That I would have to leave you It's hard to watch The way you let this brew It's not what I want Now it's done and through I would say you're on my mind but I don't think about you Because I know it hurts when you look outside I know you can't sleep with yourself at night I know you would never care if I was alright You just had to make sure I was on your side