Suicide (Farewell)

Man it seems like the end of a goddamn era Now that you're gone how the f*ck am I supposed to continue We built this shit you and me and now you're asking me to take the lead F*ck that shit I ain’t gonna do it I’d rather bleed I can’t lie about this shit it fucking hurts me Because back then we were all so damn carefree We didn’t know how it would spiral out of hand We were just having fun but somehow now everybody gives a damn I think this letter is my suicide Hope it greets you well on the other side But I can’t fight this anymore Cuz now I’m faced down on this floor I guess I’d be lying if I said I blamed you Maybe I just had more courage so that's why I made it through This band used to be so fun and full of life But now every time we go to rehearsal It’s like we just want that shit to subside I think the good times might a just up and died Cause I was trying to make this shit my job so I could provide But man f*ck you how could you do this to us You can’t leave me to this shit alone cuz I might turn it to dust I think this letter is my suicide Hope it greets you well on the other side But I can’t fight this anymore Cuz now I’m faced down on this floor I told you I couldn’t see this shit continuing without you But you still left It’s like you said f*ck it and bailed out What about all your fans what are they gonna do now F*ck I can’t face our people I’m thinking of moving to fucking Curacao You left me in a shity position man I ain’t gon lie Now I’m afraid I’m gonna let this shit fucking die I understand why you did it though but I don’t agree with it You know what I ain’t gonna fucking do this shit I think this letter is my suicide Hope it greets you well on the other side But I can’t fight this anymore Cuz now I’m faced down on this floor