The Dream

Living the fucking dream Ya fucking right I can’t afford to buy myself groceries And my girl said she fucking over me So I guess I’m stuck right where I started Thinking about the dearly departed and how they lost it I’m only 18 but I’m hopefully for the future And I still ain’t lost my sense of humor Maybe I’m just thankful I didn’t turn into a usar Cuz that shit it leave people in a stupor I wanna be rich and I wanna be famous But most of all I’m just sick of my life being aimless The way I look at it most of my life I’ve been hated Maybe I should just end it I think it would be painless Cuz suicide is just a state of mind But that trigger it ain’t ever being primed I never once thought of actually going through with it That's just some shit I aint ever fuckin doin Ya we all got some dreams But that’s all it is is a dream We can try to live dream But it’s just a dream to me We all just trying to get through the fucking day alive But really at the end of the day we ain’t fucking alive Everyday it’s same old shit Bodies being made and bitches being hit Look I made up mind years ago That I was gonna make some money and go Go to LA and become a star Rich and famous and drive fancy cars But thinkin that shit well it was naive of me Cuz my priorties have fuckin changed Now I just wanna make enough money So I can make sure if i have a kid he ain’t gonna be a junkie I wanna get a house I wanna get my ass out of here and bounce Also I want people to learn how to pronounce My last name but I think I’m dreaming Ya we all got some dreams But that’s all it is is a dream We can try to live dream But it’s just a dream to me Look ya’ll know I’m down to fight But really I ain’t the violent type If i being really brutally honest I say a lot of that shit just being Ironic I’m just trying to make a fucking living But I ain’t giving up cuz I’m driven Driven by the dream of success And having honeys stoking my chest The more I think about it lifes a game of chess You make a wrong move and you get left with regrets Like I should have never left highschool but I digress Cuz if you dwell on regrets it only makes you depressed And I’m fucking sick of this shit It’s like I’m never adequate But I ain’t ever gonna quit Cuz I’ma make this life my bitch Ya we all got some dreams But that’s all it is is a dream We can try to live dream But it’s just a dream to me