CNS Shutdown

Hearing voices every day Listening to sirens and I'm paro 'bout my name Made a lot of wrong choices and they still outweigh All the good choices that I've made, shit Like I think I wasn't built for this game Used my emotions so I pushed you away Didn't mean it though I been sipping all day I'm trying to make it to the top, I want to see some fame Popped a couple xans and my bodies feeling wicked Parents clocked me, I've been off the Z's, I got timid Blood shot eyes, they ain't no disguise Many times I can't cry like you leaving, saying goodbye Now I'm soulless like I can't feel a thing My memories been fucked, like your name don't bell a ring Might see you in my dreams 'cus I got the nicotine Patched on my arm like I'm ready to meet fiends And I know I ain't right in the head Why don't you take my life instead I remember all the things that you said Now it feels like the days don't end And I know I ain't right in the head Why don't you take my life instead I remember all the things that you said Now it feels like the days don't end, wait Brain functioning like it's 70 I'm still a teenager how'd it go so wrong Repeated mistakes since like 14 Too busy depressed and it's getting too long Always waking up wrong side of the bed Can't work a good job in these shit ends Rather go homeless or die Rather waste my money on my music or a high Mummy saying Shafi please just stay strong Don't know when my time is but it ain't long Counting down the seconds 'till the end of the world But my CNS shutting down before I get a word Saint 21 And I know I ain't right in the head Why don't you take my life instead I remember all the things that you said Now it feels like the days don't end And I know I ain't right in the head Why don't you take my life instead I remember all the things that you said Now it feels like the days don't end