Codeine Spirit (feat. CMG)

Days passed by it turned to years from months I can't even cry since I started taking drugs Got no dopamine in my brain and it sucks It's only me I can blame it's been tough Since LSD at 17 I regret that One sec' sipping lean now you've had a heart attack My soul yeah it's known these drugs for time So why did I bring opioids with the lines Can't change the past but it doesn't feel right Emotions been fucked since you fed those lies Three seizures later no change I ain't fine Man I'm still wondering if at 21 I'll die Man it was humbling when I overdosed on xans And my mum found me Must've screamed and went mad Frothing out my mouth she called 999 I woke up confused when the ambulance arrived Rise me up I need to Feel your touch Codeine Spirit I I need you Thinking to myself how the f*ck ain't I died 'Cus I know I've escaped death too many times Shamefully pouring up need me a five And I'll Mix it with oxy don't care 'bout my life Can't even remember when I last prayed Can't get myself to pattern up and behave People walk over me I know I've made mistakes But I can't change my mindset from feeling like a slave Codeine Spirit bottles on deck On the cruise ship met the angel of death Drown me in shame I don't know what to say Put me in a grave before I go insane I know I'm not righteous think purgatory's looming Please don't hurt us we're already losing Addiction's a menace man I feel like Corbin 'Cus it's time for my penance since I went all in Let me know If I'm better I just need some more Tonight Codeine Spirit lift me high Codeine Spirit set me free Codeine Spirit lift me high Codeine Spirit set me free