CRUEL WORLD

I'm sorry mom I never wanted to Disrespect you But I feel misunderstood and hurt By the world you put me into (You put me into) (You put me into) And it's all going in circles While the line between whats right and wrong Slowly fades away Try to justify my point By saying not my piece of cake Everybody makes mistakes Yeah I gotta move away Don't know how much I can take 'Fore my mind like a sixteen wheeler Hitting a car will finally disintegrate I cannot hurt you 'cause I wouldn't be able to live with that If you tie a knot I'll do the same But cut the rope to save your back Do everything in my power Not to live in pain and regret Whats your drug Who you dance with at night What makes your eyes open wide For me it's music Always been this way Since I was a child (This world is) (This world is) This world is cruel It makes us to monsters This world is cruel So I put my fingers to the air Middle fingers to the air Put 'em to the air Middle fingers to the air Put 'em to the air Middle fingers to the air Put 'em to the air Put 'em to the air Put 'em to the air Middle fingers to the air Put 'em to the air Middle fingers to the air Put 'em to the air Middle fingers to the air Put 'em to the air Put 'em to the air Sit on a chair cry for hours Then go on and act like I don't care My life is sweet and sour Bittersweet sometimes its not fair But who am I to be using Sorrow and pity inducing Recorded words for excuses When I'm aware of the nuisance That the whole world is too foolish And will believe your translucence You fake that you have been true since 2008 Lost your wife your job your house I was three years old when we moved from town Foreign credit Swiss bank never seen this amount Didn't know in 15 years it would come back around Mom is worried now she's lying on the ground And my daddy won't defend me I'm on the edge plus I'm broke ain't got no penny They try to test me I'm myself they don't respect me So I put my fingers to the air Middle fingers to the air Put 'em to the air Middle fingers to the air Put 'em to the air Middle fingers to the air Put 'em to the air Put 'em to the air Put 'em to the air