slow dance with death

It's a long road But no turning back I got scars though How long they gone last These are deep trenches Carvings from the past It's a long road But I like going fast It's a long road But no turning back I got scars though How long they gone last These are deep trenches Carvings from the past It's a long road But I like going fast Fast fast fast How long this shit gone last She say this shit forever I know it's temporary Say she wanna marry But she ain't no visionary This shit is getting scary How long will I last She seeing the dark in my eyes She looking surprised It's hard to disguise The cuts on my thighs Wishing I'd die Forced out the womb and then forced to survive Shoved in the world with no choice Freedom of speech but no freedom to die How many people gone lie We living this life just to die Asking the questions like "Why?" None of this matters it's hard to confess None of this matters so why am I stressed Stress got me feeling that heart in my chest Wish I could stop it cardiac arrest Push through the pain bitch I'm trying my best How many people would cry if I left Losing my sanity I feel like a mess It's crazy how comfy I slow dance with death It's a long road But no turning back I got scars though How long they gone last These are deep trenches Carvings from the past It's a long road But I like going fast It's a long road But no turning back I got scars though How long they gone last These are deep trenches Carvings from the past It's a long road But I like going fast Slow dance with death I ain't holding my breath Slow dance with death I ain't holding my breath Slow dance with death I ain't holding my breath Slow dance with death I ain't holding my breath Slow dance with death I ain't holding my breath Slow dance with death I ain't holding my breath Slow dance with death I ain't holding my breath Slow dance with death I ain't holding my breath It's a long road But no turning back I got scars though How long they gone last These are deep trenches Carvings from the past It's a long road But I like going fast It's a long road But no turning back I got scars though How long they gone last These are deep trenches Carvings from the past It's a long road But I like going fast It's a long road But no turning back I got scars though How long they gone last These are deep trenches Carvings from the past It's a long road But I like going fast