see u back home

I never asked for any of this My battles chose me — got caught in the mix Still don't know the answers why But this is me, it's my life So don't try to tell me I don't know what's best You've never lived up here in my little head I'd tell you that I'm sorry (sorry) But you know you never got me (never got me) None of this is easy (it ain't easy) Cuz the next time you'll see me (that you'll see me) It'll be different I will be better Even if it makes you hate me forever Still love you ya know But I gotta go Someday soon though I'll see you back home (I'll see you back home) (I'll see you back home) (I'll see you back home) (I'll see you back home) I never signed up for any of this (Never signed up, never signed up, never signed up, oh oh) But still, it keeps coming nevertheless (Keeps coming, keeps coming, keeps coming, oh oh) Guess it's time to run away Nothing left to make me stay You know my position I wish it were different You know You know I'll be fine on my own I'd tell you that I'm sorry (tell you that, that I'm sorry) But you know you never got me (but you know that, you never got me) None of this is easy (no none of it, it ain't easy) Cuz the next time you'll see me (cuz the next time, that you'll see me) It'll be different (it'll be different) I will be better (I will be better) Even if it makes you (even if it makes you) Hate me forever (hate me forever) Still love you ya know (still love you) But I gotta go (I gotta go) Someday soon though (someday, someday, someday) I'll see you back home (I'll see you back home) You said it'd be different if I could just stay You said if I waited it'd all go away So give me more time alone More time to self-diagnose Since you never helped me I know it's not healthy But hey, it got me this far I'd tell you that I'm sorry (tell you that, that I'm sorry) But you know you never got me (but you know that, you never got me) None of this is easy (no none of it, it ain't easy) Cuz the next time you'll see me (cuz the next time, that you'll see me) It'll be different (it'll be different) I will be better (I will be better) Even if it makes you (even if it makes you) Hate me forever (hate me forever) Still love you ya know (still love you) But I gotta go (I gotta go) Someday soon though (someday, someday, someday) I'll see you back I'll see you back home