All I Miss

I didn't wanna find out the hard way But now it's too late I didn't wanna let go of our dreamscape But now it's too late I'm missing all our good times, even bad days It's hard to tolerate I'm missing streams of starlight in your hallway And I'm not okay I pictured we'd turn out just fine But now our worlds are cut up by time I knew you wouldn't be all I miss I miss skies we never got to see Now we dream separately How could you be all I miss When our lives were oh-so intertwined I miss a past version of me I'm missing how I joked when I was with you Now I'm not the same I'm missing how you danced in funny ways Just to make my day I pictured we'd turn out just fine But now our worlds are cut up by time I knew you wouldn't be all I miss I miss skies we never got to see Now we dream separately How could you be all I miss When our lives were oh-so intertwined I miss a past version of me I counted up small details just to save them But then life stole them away I shouted from the rooftops, so cathartic Spelled out reasons that we can't stay happy I knew you wouldn't be all I miss I miss skies I thought we were meant to see I miss all we'll never be How could you be all I miss When my eyes play all these funny tricks Can't see a new version of me When you're not all I miss