Crushed

There's choice, but what's the choice.A shattering crash, and no-one caresAs you fall they look away. A lost, forgotten, slow stayAnd when the rain comes down, I'll drownMy sorrowSo who calls the shots? Cos I'm not listening. I'll politely smile and move awaySo stair cos nothing's happening. You can look all day, it wont changeBut now I've landed so lost. It's never endingWhat way is the truth. Can I ever decideAt one with all my inner feelings. Do I listen to them, who do I obeyThe next time you go looking for me. You'll find me, sitting on my ownStaring out to sea. I'll be alive, I'll be wired, I'll be in-senses.I'll be thinking of youStaring out to sea, Staring out to see what I can see, I'll be cold, never lost.I might be centuries old. Staring out to sea, staring out to see what I can see