Eyes Of Disbelief

You're not the only one who's spent some time in hell Many others out there have paid the price then fell Guilt lies behind those eyes of disbelief Trouble follows you as you go, you take it as a class You know, your back's against the proverbial wall again You don't believe what you see It's all backed up inside a little man No easy way out, of a game that soon will end Here we are, once again The thought's been weighing on your mind By the grace of God somehow I didn't throw my life away For love of a woman, I would make through each day Sometimes I sigh looking back through eyes of disbelief Can't believe I made it here, at first from last You know, you're pissing in the proverbial wind my friend It's hard to see what you don't believe When it all adds up we're all just a grain of sand On our way out, thanks for the memories friend Here we are, once again I turn around and say goodbye