i hate who i love

My heart heavy it's hurtin I swear i'm in hell n if god real i ain't heard him F*ck u if u ask who hurt him The world did n i jus don't do no learnin bitch I swear there ain't nobody as real as me All ik is cold shoulders but girl u can lean on me Should i pop dis pill or 3 of these If u understood than you'd change u ain't listening bitch Put a gun in my hand n im gone bitch I'm here to have fun i ain't here live long bitch It's finna be neither crank my songs when i'm gone bitch To this day i don't know what i did wrong bitch uh The devil n angel on my shoulder But damn is the devil way louder Tbh i wanna grow older But dk if i have that power Waste of breathe when i said wut i told her But to you girl i could talk for hours My soulmate i jus wanna hold her But before that i'll be beneath flowers aye But before that i'll be beneath flowers bitch I'm tryin not to cry while i write dis Right back my tears is fightin Truth tatted on me i try not to lie bitch So i can't promise to be here your whole life bitch uh It feel like no one i can trust N really nobody show the same love I felt loved that one time we was drunk Other than that though ion feel nun bitch Bitch i'm so alone My house ain't my home lil bitch Bitch i'm so alone My brothers ain't my bros lil bitch Bitch i'm so alone Ever since u left me lone lil bitch Bitch i'm so alone N no body even know lil bitch Bitch i'm so alone The universe it let me know lil bitch Bitch i'm so alone On like dis i cannot go lil bitch I don't have no luck N i'm all out of fux lil bitch Of dis life i've had enough I'll go down since ain't no up lil bitch The devil n angel on my shoulder But damn is the devil way louder Tbh i wanna grow older But dk if i have that power Waste of breathe when i said wut i told her But to you girl i could talk for hours My soulmate i jus wanna hold her But before that i'll be below flowers aye The devil n angel on my shoulder But damn is the devil way louder Tbh i wanna grow older But dk if i have that power Waste of breathe when i said wut i told her But to you girl i could talk for hours My soulmate i jus wanna hold her But before that i'll be below flowers aye But before that i'll be below flowers bitch But before that i'll be below flowers uh