Gotta Let Go

Yeah Ha ha Nigga I get you I get you but then Yeah You nigga weak as f*ck You dig You weak as f*ck Uh Look Time to let go There's a demon on my throat Making me keep speaking from The heart I had to write this down I really had to write this down Whole life been playing wade From blood and water Helping bitches that don't even Bother asking me If I'm good or not All they care about was me Working But back then I had this Principle If I love you then I help you Look what love really do Shit gon leave you misreable This year I'm going selfish I Don't even care how I feel About you If I'm getting nothing back You can leave the same way You came Only thing I'm going to care About Is what needs to be stacked in The safe Should have chose it from the Start Would have never had a Broken heart Would have never had to write A sad song Would have never had to tell Myself everyday that I should Remain strong But here I am today Making a sad song to numb the Pain Man f*ck this pain F*ck Shit F*ck this pain Shit Ima end it Look Maybe I'm really weak As a man I shouldn't even Speak Should hit the liq Then cause a scene Maybe you'd understand just How I feel Pop a pill then go OD Check the stats of suicide And it's only me I'm spitting some facts Chose to pick a side for the Kings that can never speak Pressure at home Pressure from my mama Over the phone I'm dealing With a drama The chick I decided to bone is Telling me that I am a son of a Bitch Acting like I really don't want To be rich But she never even supports My vision Talk to God Please show me what's missing Even he said it's my fault for Sinning I could never get it Friends with my demons Got to protect my image Try my best to keep myself Intact Chasing a cheque Life of a man is a mess Hope that it change with a Verse I've been stressed I confess From now on I'm gon put Myself first Leave everything that keeps my Mind and heart stressed Gotta let go Gotta let go I gotta let go Holding on is causing too much Pain Gotta let go Gotta let go I gotta let go Holding on is causing too much Pain So I just let go