MIInd & Heart

Love Yes love Gon be the death of me My death Your smile Your smile Makes me overthink Is it real But I'm breaking I'm breaking I'm breaking I'm breaking I'm breaking And I'm hurting And hurting I'm breaking I'm breaking I'm breaking I'm breaking I'm breaking And I'm hurting The distance between us I swear if we not careful love this shit is gon kill us I need you by my side so that we can heal us I can't say everything like I got hiccups But I'm not toxic I'm just scared of losing you Baby you so beautiful and can make a blind nigga drool It's time I speak the truth I've been acting a fool I'm tired of acting like I don't care when I really do Deep down I'm tired of preparing for the worst I want the best now They say life is a test I guess I'm gonna to fail now Wanna show you off Wanna hold you close when we in public I'm no longer scared that it will end in tears And we counting years Baby we counting years I doubt we will ever end Even if it ends I wanna be happy for a minute I wanna look back Never regret that I did this F*ck 'till death do us apart' I also want you on the next life That's how much I really want you You light up my life You my angel in the sky You glow in the dark You shining better than the stars Love Yes love Gon be the death of me My death Your smile Your smile Makes me overthink Is it real But I'm breaking I'm breaking I'm breaking I'm breaking I'm breaking And I'm hurting And hurting I'm breaking I'm breaking I'm breaking I'm breaking I'm breaking And I'm hurting Yes I'm breaking F*ck F*ck F*ck taking baby steps I'm taking giant steps Since we ain't promised life but promised death I'm gon make sure every second is my best Ain't gon wait for nobody bitch I'll show up for myself Still I gotta confess All these niggas out here walking dead Fucking with the best bitch you gonna meet your end Still my life is full of dark twisted fantasies Niggas will rather see me drunk than see me win And it's cutting deep But I grew up using pit toilets So I'm used to facing shit Mind and heart A tale of a soft man Built a wall between myself and my close fam Ever since I lost my granddad I vowed to never be broken again Coz losing someone closest will be hurting again So I isolate myself from the pain Loner 101 Yeah still can't complain No matter how hard I try Things will never be the same So I'll pull a drake And get on my worst behavior And I'll be cool if everyone I cut off turns my hater They will understand me later For now let me stack the paper Coz it seems like the only thing that can really save us From depression and anxiety I know they said money isn't everything But if I had to choose I'd rather be depressed with a Milli or a billi or a trilli I'm my bank account Than be depressed and not knowing where the next meal is gonna come from Yeah I said it