End Times

Mom's been sending emails about the end times Pretending that eternity has deadlines But then I walk through all these tents and help signs And for a sec I think she's on to something The most optimistic doomsday prophet Didn't break out of the box I know someone who unlocked it And I really still have doubts some days if I'm honest And then I smoke the stress away to stay on it Admonished but I play the fool grinnin Got a few songs within em About X's and O's Jokes for defense mechanisms I guess the fool is so infinite I'll end it where I begin it The Alpha and Omega bless Haviah and Omega and the city I get so low that sometimes I don't believe the sunrise I fight the feeling But it won't go away Before I leave the skyline May I have peace in my mind To be the truth and find my life on the way I can't stop seeing condos as prisons Wonder which conversations may have led to these odd visions It's too eerie on the news Now I see it around me AI may rise but Adonai has said we'll survive See egoic evolutions A few more revolutions and I'm sure the shoots will grow anew Cause favor's what I'm growing through And cramps come when you've got growing to do Well I just breathe before I reap I've got more sowing to do I mean I'm Tickin' like a time bomb And it's hard to flip a switch When you gotta keep the lights on Gotta save face but my mind made this far Gotta feel hard never harden this heart I'm focused or hopeless The power that wrote this gives no notice Lamentations and revelations I'm seeking the sun with no vacation just dedication Cause the work can't wait right now Better take a little stand Better call up the band We can bandage the hurt right now And it's not what you think It's not what you do It's never without and it's always in you The piece that will puzzle you deep in your heart The end may be soon but we'll know when it starts I get so low that sometimes I don't believe the sunrise I fight the feeling But it won't go away Before I leave the skyline May I have peace in my mind To be the truth and find my life on the way We thank you that the Lord is on our side That he will be with us always Even to the end of the age