Never Ashamed

I was eating all the fruit in Eden No I never ever thought of leaving I was floating on the trees and Now I know how the snake deceived em I was eating all the fruit in Eden No I never ever thought of leaving Tried to cover my shame with leaves and Now I know no snake deceived em I was eating all the fruit in Eden No I never ever thought of leaving I was floating on the trees and Now I know how the snake deceived em I was eating all the fruit in Eden No I never ever thought of leaving Tried to cover my shame with leaves and Now I know no snake deceived em What if it makes me better What if I'm never the same Never the same Never the same What if I stay forever What if I'm never ashamed Never ashamed Never ashamed I start to feel toxic When I've been locked in My brain had me boxed in Now we're boxing Hurt my hand on a ring Put my life on her finger Now I can't figure out How to win a round Going down Down the rabbit hole again Battle with the pen Hear the rattle in a friend And my ego slithers in Found a home inside my head A bed full of doubt Indecision is the friend That never wants to go out This relationship is toxic I'll say it again With the chest that's been compressed Like a can of can I come in We're at capacity I'm sorry It's a risk we can't take There's been word of a fire And a spotting of snakes I hope my love isn't fake Hope my tickets are real Didn't plan on drinking Think I might've missed my last meal Last supper in a Tupperware I see myself in everyone So I can't take me anywhere What if it makes me better What if I'm never the same Never the same Never the same What if I stay forever What if I'm never ashamed Never ashamed Never ashamed