Too Much

We’ve gathered here today for a celebration Im staring at the stage, in awe and amazement Taking in every syllable, this feelings crazy The energy thats with’em, got me doubting shaken I want it more than anything, “im gonna make it” I tell myself, i eat my words, my dreams are breaking It’s overwhelming, shit, maybe ive been mistaken I dont think ill ever be the nigga on the stage Just... Telling everybody put yo hands Put yo hands up Put yo fucking hands up To be in the business you gotta get yo bands up The rate that im going ill never get my fans up Im fucked up in more ways than one And honestly i wanna raise a gun To my temple but i hate to run... cause I know ill never be raking none Why does it feel like ive been wasting my time Working way past my prime People i see, lie, tell me that i can rhyme The stairs are steep but keep climbing Ou baby make me feel good Feel good for a minute Ou baby tell me dont give up You wont regret it Ou baby make me feel good Feel good for a second Ou baby tell me dont give up Your never finished Got a bottle of stumbling juice Gotta have it to be good for you The courage i have is limited too Having a sip but what can i do Got a bottle of stumbling juice Gotta have it to be good for you The courage i have is limited too Having a sip but what can i do Gimme nerve on ice I can work your life I can turn your mind To convert your dime To a quarter no time So i order my lime You ever think about life and how it can end any second With the blink of an eye, disappearance of presence How they say you can end up in either hell or the heavens And what determines the your fate. are learning your lessons? Hello my name is Devin I regret every letter That i put in my message Cause i shouldn’t of said it No, should’ve just did it But I’m glad that you read it And I’m glad its a record Forget the past, this the present I was sad when did it I was just asking for blessings I was just masking my feelings Trying to get past it, i fear it I was lacking the spirit Now i just ask for forgiveness For my actions, so dearly beloved After i freeze in the summit Ashes, just burn me, no need for caskets I’m hurting behind my glasses I’m certain thats why my glass is Full of the stumbling potion I need it to get my passion I’m grieving for what exactly I really wanna be happy I’m missing my mom and pappy When i’m gone i’ll be glad to be Never knowing what’s happening All of my peers are passing me All of the goals i’m tackling, shit Is never enough Tryna be tough But every second i’m in rut How do i put My pain on paper And paint a way to Retain a sane frame til later Its all too much I fall, a klutz The Paul by much I’m calling quits Its all too much Its all too much F*ck it