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Yea My father Who art in heaven Who always with me and Teaching me lessons and Showing me to different paths ain't never seen before Biological left twenty something years ago He had a problem he did that multiple times before Thats on everything i got siblings cross the globe Dont know how many but i just happen to be the last Found out my barber my brother, so i knew it was bad After that i found another, the middle of class Glad im nothing like that nigga he was living fast I want a relationship but just can not forget the past He never call me but wonder why still duck his ass Fourteen momma passed, i seen true colors Older sister left to take care of her two brother Needed some comfort, advise i looked to pops for it But what the f*ck you bouta say you still got yours The nigga never answered anyway Didn't show up for the funeral so i ain't got shit to say First time he chose to speak he talking bout some shit to pay Nigga I just wanna talk I just wanna ventilate How the f*ck you gone just leave And still not be here today To this day I still believe You the only one I hate Didnt call when I was grieving But you call to make a payment I promise bitch you evil Cant wait to spit on your grave No I aint mean it but I feel the hate I just need some time to ventilate No I aint mean it but I feel the hate I just need some time to ventilate I just needed you one time, one time I just needed you one time, one time I just needed you one time, one time I just needed you one time, one time