On My Own

On my own for many years, pops left me alone (left me alone) Now I'm stuck up in my head, I stay in my zone Nowadays when people call, I don't pick up the phone Hoping for the best, but sometimes I wish I was gone No suicidal thoughts, this ain't no suicidal note Try to be the best that I can, writing out songs, how I cope Can't move parts of my body, feeling paralyzed, but it's no stroke Everybody abandoned ship, imma be the only one that floats On my own For a long time, i been tryna find a home Arguing time and time again please watch yo tone I can't count how many times I was done wrong I stay on my own I stay on my own Being on my own, yeah it come with certain consequences Deep down in my thoughts, second guessing, I keep contradicting Money keep on coming in, but it doesn't solve my problems Even my own family members, they want me to hit rock bottom Feeling like a phone, trapped inside a yonder pouch Am I right or wrong, either way there's no way out Put my headphones on, phone on dnd I close my door, then close my eyes, but I can't go to sleep These lucid dreams that I been having, they been on repeat This lame shit, I like playing ball, but hate when niggas just play for keeps On the same shit, I hate the attention sometimes, when people just notice me Imma misfit, think I found what I'm looking for, got me thinking she the missing link I got hella homies, imma call up Christian As a youngin I never had to pot to piss in Going on a journey, been up on this mission With no opposition, there's no competition Taking niggas out of office, sign petitions Made it to the end, see this demolition. And if you a beggar, why the f*ck u picking Beggars can't be choosers, I thought that was written On my own (On my own) For a long time, I been tryna find a home (find a home) Arguing time and time again please watch yo tone (watch yo tone) I can't count how many times I was done wrong I stay on my own I stay on my own For a long time, I been tryna find a home (find a home) Arguing time and time again please watch yo tone (watch yo tone) I can't count how many times I was done wrong I stay on my own I stay on my own