Journal

Here goes another page out my life's journal Writin' letters after letters, told her she can call me whenever. My love is really real, I hope you know I mean it. Everybody thinks I'm an asshole, tell me to watch my demeanor. She came and told all my demons to beat it, hit the road I remember you told me you don't want to be here anymore, so I'ma fight your demons shoot em with 2-2-3s then I reload. With her I feel like I got the fucking cheat codes Now baby let me be honest, I have dark thoughts, they kinda demonic Dark thoughts, all this shit was the devil's fault. Sometimes I let my thoughts take over get the better of me. Hate that you had to see me bleed Here goes another page out my life's Journal. Writin' letters after letters, Told her she can Call me whenever. My love is really Real, I hope you know I mean it. Everybody thinks I'm an asshole Tell me to watch my demeanor. She Came and told all my demons to beat it Hit the road. I remember you told me You don't want to be here anymore, so I'ma fight your demons Shoot em with 2-2-3s then I reload. With her I feel like I got the fucking cheat codes Now baby let me be honest, I have dark thoughts, they kinda demonic Dark thoughts, all this shit was the devil's fault Here goes another page, I say I'm okay, when I'm not really okay I just try to mask the pain, I don't want you to worry about me I just try to keep my pain on the low key, you going through it Seeing you hurt, hurts me worse. If I can't save you, you can find me dead in a hearse Already dug a grave for myself, way back. You know about my troubled past, my troubled love life. But I'm not gonna get into that, baby you my wife, my forever I know sometimes it seems like I'm stuck in my ways, but I'm tryna do better