Demons & Angels

My demons & angels be fighting Been lost in my thoughts and i'm just trying to find it My mind been going crazy might start me a riot Know it broke my heart to see my momma crying My life like a movie wish I can rewind it Way back to them days we was in for the lights And way back before niggas was in it for likes Why they act like they know how i'm living my life Don't express how I feel you can tell when I write They don't care how I feel so I say I'm alright I fed my dawg and all he did was bite me My back on the wall can't trust no one behind me Them bitches ain't love me till I started rhyming Them trenches ain't love me till I started climbing Keep my circle tight feel like everybody grimy Im standing on business for everybody around me, yeah yeah These niggas will say that they down but be playing a role When its time they ain't upping the score I put my life on the line for a nigga who wasn't down to ride, in that jam know he folding A whole lot of hurt in my eyes, I still act like i'm living the life so you won't even notice My brother got pain deep inside, told em' one day its gone be alright We just gotta stay focused I stay to myself they can't riddle me Took losses and coped by myself ain't no fixing me Momma moved on to a better scene Was stuck in my ways, what the f*ck done got in to me Started a wave they been feeling me DFO till the grave, bet we go down in history They take me away this ain't it for me Call up Cap know he bound to go throw the right pitch for me I peep the hate in disguise If niggas want war ain't no way i'm denying I pour me a 4 just to sleep through the night Im abusing these drugs ain't no way I can hide it Say I'm in these streets, Im just trying to survive it Catch him in that whip I'm gone still open fire I carry a clip that can sing like the choir The feds take me in then you know that i'm lying If he get in that jam, state my name then he dying This shit can get fatal these bullets is timeless Keep switching the whips you can't tell what we riding This 5 percent tint you can't tell who behind it Niggas be saying they outside but be hiding They think they ran off we gone have to remind em' A nigga or bitch can get stretched when we find em' I keep showing love they neglecting my kindness These niggas act tough for a image We knocking off tops and won't tell em' who did it Its smoke in the air we gone clear all the tension My brothers frontline make a call they gone blitz em' Got something to say about my dawgs we can get it I'm stepping for them right or wrong, know I'm with it Im sorry to momma, my soul in the trenches But soon as I reach all my goals you'll forgive Was down on my dick had to get some money Coming up now they all looking at me funny Niggas hating I can't let em' take it from me Put the K to his face if he speaking on me Only had one big bro, had no pops at home I still learned to leave leeches, broke hoes alone Started trapping was trying to get it on my own Fell in the streets now I can't leave them drugs alone Some niggas wasn't real I was already knowing I don't got no love for nobody just loyalty Think I ain't got motion but I just don't show it They speak on my gang I ain't afraid of them lawyer fees Claim that they love me it ain't even showing End of the day i'm the only one coping Don't f*ck with too many, no snakes in my circle Im too hard to reach no new face can approach me My demons & angels be fighting Been lost in my thoughts and i'm just trying to find it My mind been going crazy might start me a riot Know it broke my heart to see my momma crying My life like a movie wish I can rewind it Way back to them days we was in for the lights And way back before niggas was in it for likes Why they act like they know how i'm living my life Don't express how I feel you can tell when I write They don't care how I feel so I say I'm alright I fed my dawg and all he did was bite me My back on the wall can't trust no one behind me Them bitches ain't love me till I started rhyming Them trenches ain't love me till I started climbing Keep my circle tight feel like everybody grimy Im standing on business for everybody around me, yeah yeah