EST J

Grandma called say she proud of me but I ain't done enough Mama stressed say she tired of working time to run it up I'm the oldest son no time for feelings gotta keep 'em tucked Bitches crying pouring out they heart but I don't feel nothin Dusse with the music only time I get a chill button Time is money play with either one I feel like killing somethin Love ain't meant for me I locked my heart up for like ten summers Moving synchronized with all my niggas like some line drummers Only motivation I get lately is from my nightmares Show me that you different from these bitches and I might care Said it ain't gon' fly so ima take a couple kites there Just to test my luck so if you curious I'm right there Ain't no reconciling once you cross me I don't fight fair I miss what's her name I used to f*ck and keep my pipe there Once I flipped a mode I copped my chain and put some ice there I call my glock pest control we active when some mice there It's one and done I could never tell a bitch bout what I feel inside Pull up with yo bestie let me show the things I fantasize I could sell a bitch a million dreams but still won't tell a lie Blame me if you want 'cause I'm a monster when I come alive Lost track of my hoes 'cause once they outta sight they outta mind Like to switch em up I keep some Aries and some Geminis Little bitch she gorgeous she a Pisces told her never mind They come by the dozens I ain't tripping tell em get in line She could change her hair but that don't change the fact I'm hitting that You be crying to her she pull up on me with honey packs She ask where the old me bitch he dead and he ain't coming back Covid stopped my sharking safe to say I gotta run it back It's always a problem when I tell em how I'm feeling That's why I don't speak my mind and work that shit up to the ceiling This for every nigga said I wasn't nothing look how I'm living I be flying cross the country just to pay my barber visits We ain't countin' pockets just be careful how you speak to me I done fumbled baddies how I get em back so easily Used to have her fly out straight to Cali just to freak with me Now I broke her heart and she won't even speak her peace with me Well I guess I'm in that mode then Tickets after tickets I told Kase let's book a show then Niggas sending shit on Instagram all in they close friends Heard they buying streams to keep it settled on the low end Keller why you trippin' nah they didn't think I'd react Most I ever seen was five niggas on every stage he at Why they acting like I'm new to this I'll show em how to rap Starstruck did 100k and all my royalties could match nigga