Fall Back

Wishing y'all could see me now Sad I had to fall back I ain't mean to dub you shawty Promise imma call back Promise y'all you make it to this side and it ain't all that Broski still fight addictions I just want my dawg back Drinking just to kill the pain Tell me what you call that Fell inside a hole and I was fighting just to crawl back If heaven's sunnys imma have my feet up with a ball cap Wish they wouldn't tell me lies I can see it's all cap Lotta y'all would fold in my position Tryna run the point but niggas never understood my vision Felt like giving up but y'all would love if I made that decision And I know I made mistakes I pray to God they all forgiven Can you feel me Beggin for some savings in my songs but they don't hear me I feel like I'm Future lately Damn I hate the real me Voices in my head I'm tryna stop em I need healing Late nights I'll be up in bed looking at the ceiling Imma make it cuz I gotta nigga Made some rash decisions I was beefing with a lot of niggas Cold hearted hot head you looking I ain't hiding nigga But don't you try it nigga I bring the fire nigga Wishing y'all could see me now Sad I had to fall back I ain't mean to dub you shawty Promise imma call back Promise y'all you make it to this side and it ain't all that Broski still fight addictions I just want my dawg back Drinking just to kill the pain Tell me what you call that Fell inside a hole and I was fighting just to crawl back If heaven's sunnys imma have my feet up with a ball cap Wish they wouldn't tell me lies I can see it's all cap Life's feelin like a long day Used to flip packs up in school always in them hallways I ain't care about my life I wanted smoke in broad day Telling me it all gets better man that's what all they say Feeling like LeBron James No matter how much I win they ain't gon love me Until I leave the game I see the jealousy it's ugly The pressure make em fold it's sad to say but that's the game Life is always bringing change I'm glad it never stayed the same Can't justify my actions Imma take em to the grave Sacrifices that I've made Hope they'll never be in vein If I showed you how I'm feeling you won't look at me the same You want flowers you need rain You want joy then you need pain Wishing y'all could see me now Sad I had to fall back I ain't mean to dub you shawty Promise imma call back Promise y'all you make it to this side and it ain't all that Broski still fight addictions I just want my dawg back Drinking just to kill the pain Tell me what you call that Fell inside a hole and I was fighting just to crawl back If heaven's sunnys imma have my feet up with a ball cap Wish they wouldn't tell me lies I can see it's all cap