Pink Moon

Looking for someone to grind with Someone you could spend your time with F*ck the nigga you be lying with Respectfully you should be my bitch Said I treat you like a side chick You be triggered by your conscious Knowing if you ever need me I would drop it all and pull on a dime quick But it's ok! I been poppin' bottles killin' feelings til I'm numb I promise I'll be aye ok! On the phone from the moonlight til we see the sun Girl why you gotta be that way? Had to tell you what I feel and it make me look dumb But I know you never see it that way Just tryna keep your head on straight But what about us? Say you thinking that we're better off as friends I figured that much Can't afford to lose me Too scared that you gon break that trust Pink moon keep replaying in my head I remember your touch Just tell me it ain't mean that much Just tell me We could start over Give a f*ck bout your friends come over In the studio kick it on the sofa Knew way back when I approached ya Stayed on my side like a holster I been holding you down like I'm supposed to Now it's like I'm in the way and you're getting over But you ain't supposed to So what? Feel a way bout the things you said I know it ain't much But don't be acting like I wouldn't give the world just to feel that rush Never wanted you to feel my pain but it all came up Cause you mean that much Pull up on you right away Time doesn't move when I'm with you I try to hide my ways You seen it all cause you're meant to 3000 miles away I still feel like I'm with you They say I should try to forget you But they don't know what we've been through And they never will Shits crazy you know? One minute every thing feels so right Next minute it could all go so wrong Just know I'm here forever As long as you let me be You get it? Why do I feel these emotions I cannot keep my composure I don't need closure I can't fall in love Unless I can meet you all over Heart of a solider Selfish cause I never told ya I shoulda wrote ya I could never do it sober I been scared of all the notions They went away when we was looking at the ocean But you know how it feels When you get something real Something that time can't heal I know you had ya doubts I know I had my fears Gave in to all my peers That's why I'm lonely still, for real For real But what about us? Say you thinking that we're better off as friends I figured that much Can't afford to lose me Too scared that you gon break that trust Pink moon keep replaying in my head I remember your touch Just tell me it ain't mean that much Now it's like I'm in the way and you're getting over But you ain't supposed to