I'm Not Good With Words

It's been a hell of a ride For a lonely mind such as mine For all the sleepless nights Listen to the wind as it blows on the pines And all the things that I said Just don't let it get to your head I'm my own creation But at times I feel I'm better off dead I am not the same kid that I once was Chasing Newport's just to get a quick buzz Amping up the volume turn it up plus plus Run away from home because our parents don't love us And I'm not good with words I know it hurts Just spit it out And all these thoughts inside my brain Only make me want to shout! It just gets worse from here It just gets worse from here Stop tryna make me your god We we're once two peas in a pod Now all you get is a simple nod I don't want to see you anymore Don't know your name must've forgot I wear all black like I'm a goth And you know my love can't be bought I don't want to see you anymore No, I don't want to see you anymore No, I don't want to see you anymore