sun and the moon (Special Version)

I made a conscious decision this morning I don't want to be friends, so we're nothing I made a conscious decision this morning So if you're hearing this, You should know that I stopped with Stopped with thinking about us and I started to think about goals and the future But damn it was always about love F*ck it man, I give it up If I have to show you what's up with me, you Would've thought that I changed But even the sun and the moon, they are moving So why should I stay in my place I made a conscious decision today That I'm not gonna chase you And although I love you, I don't wanna force it So I go out your day cause I realised That I am the one that can change myself If I want change, now that I'm caught babe I don't need your flame I chose to love you, it costed me much And it's only because I thought that it was Worth all the pain I made the decision, I'm not gonna listen To my feelings again when they speak I made the decision, I'm not gonna listen To anybody I'm gonna leave what we had in the past for The future I'm gonna leave it as it is I don't care if it means that I'm losing Cause I can't be waiting for you No baby, I'll have to move Cause you made me choose In between me or you And maybe I'm selfish but you haven't seen My shoes There's just so many things that are waiting For me that I still need to do So I can't be waiting for you I made a conscious decision this morning I don't wanna be friends, so we're nothing I made a conscious decision this morning So if you're hearing this, you should know That I stop with, you should know that I stop with Stop with the things that I've done, I'm done Cause I gave her love for free but she thought That it was for the fun Now I don't regret what was said or the time That we spent Cause I thought that it was for love I refuse to think with my heart You know and although it's hard, I still give It up Maybe love gave up on us But love is a tool, not a goal With love you can fly to the moon or over The globe Love gave me a feeling of hope It got so hot on my plate, now I just have to act cool For what Cause I know that love is something I love But I made my decisions, if it is not for a friend Then I'll never again open up, never I made the, I made the decision I'm not gonna listen to my feelings again When they speak I made the, I made the decision I'm not gonna listen to anybody I'm gonna, I'm gonna leave what we had in The past for the future I'm gonna, I'm gonna leave it as it is I don't care if it means that I lose Cause I can't be waiting for you No baby, I'll have to move Cause you made me choose In between me or you And maybe I'm selfish but you haven't seen My shoes There's just so many things that are waiting For me that I still need to do So I can't be waiting for you Now these are some things that I already knew Nothing new, I'm sorry but patience is something That I always lose I can't stand still for a moment I know I got problems but you got them too Let's not cause a problem, I got them already I just need some peace I know that I, I used to seek for some peace In the streets I cannot sleep without, I cannot keep on Distracting myself from my dreams I cannot keep on conversating with people That tell me I'm only 19 I tried everything and I'm sorry but I need To leave and go I don't wanna sleep anymore Look, let me go down to the court I don't wanna dance, I don't wanna spend all My money on drinks and shit Nah, I don't need friends to play pétanque With or to get my picture slipped Man f*ck that shit, I don't wanna be cold To us people But picture this, me staying here for my Whole fucking life cause I thought that someone would come and will fix this shit But no, I gotta go fix this shit and succeed on my own Everybody will proceed with their life of course, even if I won't Let me get serious, I gotta go Spend some more time with my mother man I should've listened to that motherfucker who told me never tell a woman you love her Man I should've known that I should've showed her But I just hope that I could've known There ain't no time brother, I gotta go man I'm doing fine but still this ain't no Rolex Not that I need that, I need to go do the Things that I need man I need some light I don't need gossips and I don't need lies I don't need drama tonight I don't need any of you on my side I don't wanna see anyone with my eyes I wanna look with my heart but it's hard Don't ask me for my girl, you can go ask the guys I guess that I give them something to talk about They all tell a story about somebody's sister That I never kissed or I talked about Like what Why do you talk about me? What the f*ck? Where's your wife and your life And I get it I guess, look, I need to know when to stop But you got your own, don't focus on mine I saw the phone and I pressed decline I got to know that if I wanna grow I gotta watch what I do on my, do on my time