Dues

I thought I'd tell you this time I cant stay the night Because you already tried It takes me so long to leave I'll get over the fantasies that led me on For a minute I'm everything But I'm just one to you Can't you try to fix me? Am I worth saving? Are you setting me free? Have I lost something? Did I pay my dues? Is there nowhere I can go with you? Falling under your weight I just feel so small When you hold me Im waiting for what you'll do wrong I know that over time I will grow too tall But the grief comes in waves You'll learn as you run far, far Cant you try fix me? Am I worth saving? Are you setting me free? Have I lost something? Did I pay my dues? Is there nowhere I can go with you? I'm not one for pleading You can't see me The leaves are changing But I'm not lonely I'll still fall for you But I never should've told my truth