Leaving This Place

Oh yeah Oh no yeah Oh no yeah Oh no oh yeah I just want my peace badly There's so inconsistencies taking place inside my brain I don't wanna leave this place but it's hard for me to stay, oh I pray Cuz I've been through a lotta things yeah Don't want they fake tears on my grave I need to leave this place my heart's a shelf and it's vacant My dreams they are so big making momma proud is one of em i pray oh i pray How's it feels like when you see your family drifting apart You just sit back and tear it apart Been bullied a lot, can't seem to forget em all yeah oh God yeah I try my best to cope yeah With these unpleasant feelings I'm trying oh no I'm trying oh no Oh I'm trying Oh I'm trying Cuz I've had enough with my body Stuck in this prison called mind I'm asking for help, searching myself and they all feeding me the lies Everybody around me faking smiles Looking for change and I'm trying I need a peace of my mind, oh no, oh yeah I'm back all again, I'm back on my knees, I'm joining my hands, yeah I'm trying my best I'm trying my best yeah I feel I'm different i just wanna die Look at my maa, it pains me see her cry yeah My eyes they don't feel tired I think it's my last day, Die Last day, Die I feel like I'm just losing my mind Losing my mind