goldenboy

I guess I would like to know What do you know about me That I don't You were never supposed to exist, Roxas What How could you even say such a thing Put on a mask with a smile but I could never fool you Gun me down I thought That I was bulletproof Push me back and forth like There was two of you A happy accident if you just Read between the lines And you'll see A face tattooed with years of misery Sunken eyes and drunken lies I tell myself every night Wake up amidst the chaos every day Never thought my life would go this way Goldenboy turned to a disgrace Goldenboy turned to a disgrace I don't know if I can go on Much longer I'm lost when I wasn't even Tryin to wander Try my best to put it All in these songs but I guess my death come Before dishonor I burn away my flesh to Preserve my brain I burn away my past so They learn my name Stay golden Emotions Deeper than the ocean Heart broken Wide open But you would never know it I'm a vessel of the void Reflection of my choices The outcome of never, ever Ever ending noise I'm not the same You can hear it in my voice Shine turned to rust Still the goldenboy Wake up amidst the chaos every day Never thought my life would go this way Goldenboy turned to a disgrace Goldenboy turned to a disgrace