Trials and Tribulations, Pt. 1

Yea, yea, yea, uh Check it On some real shit Uh, yea, yea Check, uh, listen Uh, yea C'mon, c'mon, yea Check, uh! Coming to you live and direct from the city of sketch Every day my life's a risk, and I'm put to the test This ain't the Thrill no more, I got to put it to rest When you put in the work, that's how you earn the respect There's a few things in myself that I got to inspect I'll admit, the way I live gets me emotionally wrecked I ain't a kid no more Living on borrowed time, I can't no more Look at me now mama, I'm still the kid that you adore But shit just ain't the same, it's bout that time to make a change All that bullshit I was on, I cannot act like that today Or else I'll never grow All the pain I took when I had no control Starts the healing process, understanding what I'm here for Yea Starts the healing process understanding what I'm- Yea, c'mon, uh Yea, yea, uh I just wanna talk with you Lately I've been feeling lost with you Miscommunications got me feeling flat Is it just me or are you feeling that too It's just something I've been meaning to ask you I can't ignore the uncertainty Thoughts and they been irkin' me The shit that we say to each other we be takin personally The more we say the things we don't mean the more it hurts And I can feel the wounds cut deeper and deeper like a surgery And that ain't really like me, can I really be myself with you Jaded by my breakups, this the last thing I be tryna do Is fix something that's doomed to collapse She told me that it's cause I haven't come to terms with my past Whatchu mean She said if you want to make anything last You gotta do the hard work and understand where you at And make the changes necessary to start to cleaning your act Or nothing gets resolved and you just stay where you at Motherfucker, I hear you Goddammit, I hear you Ain't nothing change in a day But if you hear what I say You'll become who you want to be by starting today I hear you And baby girl, I hear you Ain't nothing change in a day But if you hear what I say, yea Yea, yea, aye And I've been blind by my desires Can you help me heal my scars Whoa, whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh And I've been blind by my desires Can you help me heal my scars Whoa, whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh