Coldheart

I was born with a curse It's been killing me since my damn day of birth Said I be dead in a hearse Think the world needs to give me my reimburse You couldn't live with this taste Born around and can't see through these fucking fakes From all these little fucking things Losing my will to live on this forsaken place Now I was born with a curse Dealing with my life made me my own enemy My mind can't tell me how to act Only thing to clear my mind is sip this mother fucking yak All my life I've been on attack One day I know I'm just gonna fucking crack Borderline insane, think I wanted to say something bout my membrane Suicidal tendencies got me back & forth In the night in my bed baby I just wanna cry Wanna die, why you lie, testing me a homicide I'll be getting high just to get out out my fucking mind My momma sad I'm killing her with these mother fucking words Wonder why the world turned on me it just fucking hurts My anxiety won't even let me out the door I don't have no peace in mind coldheart is what a dego learned