Day Dreaming

Went to Astroworld to play And got too high today Don't wanna smoke no more Feel like today's my day to pay I was blasted away It's a shame I wanna die today Death got me too worried bout my faith in the afterlife okay Went to Astroworld to play And got too high today Don't wanna smoke no more Feel like today's my day to pay I was blasted away It's a shame I wanna die today Death got me too worried bout my faith in the afterlife okay I get no recognition for my efforts it's on my very last nerve My life's like a slipped transmission dying to go go on the next mission I'm on plot to create and destroy just like a damn demolition I deal with different oppositions so some people should not even listen Born with kidney disease that's been fucking me up for days 20 Years of age, and never felt happy one damn day Of my fucking life don't forgot to thank Jesus Christ He owes me an apology for making me in a complex way F*ck putting that blame on me, it's not fair to be born this way Bent with my mentality, I can't even roll In piece Depression won't let me lay, I can't even go to sleep Anxiety won't let me speak, feels like I'll just fade away Started sipping lean, just to drown away the pain These demons won't stay away, they were starting to dance with me I don't pop no pills, but I'm seeing colors surrounding me Surrounding me I tried to stop but they keep on catching me Went to Astroworld to play And got too high today Don't wanna smoke no more Feel like today's my day to pay I was blasted away It's a shame I wanna die today Death got me too worried bout my faith in the afterlife okay Went to Astroworld to play And got too high today Don't wanna smoke no more Feel like today's my day to pay I was blasted away It's a shame I wanna die today Death got me too worried bout my faith in the afterlife okay I get no recognition for my efforts it's on my very last nerve My life's like a slipped transmission dying to go go on the next mission I'm on plot to create and destroy just like a damn demolition I deal with different oppositions so some people should not even listen I'm pissed cause I ain't got a bitch I'm pissed cause I ain't fucking rich I'm pissed cause you a snitch ass bitch I'm pissed cause I don't seem grateful and shit Oh no, oh go go go go go I'm producing and killing my shit, just like my name was Casey Anthony bitch Wait, I gotta take a min Recollect all of my thoughts and return to my center, yuh dig I hope all the work pays off Cause right now, I ain't getting no where yuh bitch Oh shit Oh bitch I'm pissed I'm mad Nothings working out I needa config I needa realign I needa realize New program My mind is corrupt I'm deep in the mud My mind isn't fit My life isn't shit I'm bout to explode Heart full of gold Diamonds they dance Sit in a tent I'm mad cause I ain't got a bitch I'm mad cause I ain't fucking rich I'm mad cause you a snitch ass bitch I'm mad cause I don't seem grateful and shit