Schizophrenic

Abandoned my friends, I cannot ask for forgiveness I'm too fucking scared Can't see through my eyes, my brains all clouded up I'm too damn impaired I'm running my mind, too many voices and all they do is compare My life to another, When I don't think that I can be fucking repaired Shut up and listen, you couldn't survive, even if you damn did try My blood runs deep, know my story you might be a little surprised A little surprised you might be I was posted up shits creek From the day I was born, my momma told me that I'd be something unique But I still don't believe In myself My mind plays tricks on me Something week Can't believe I was lashing out all week Lashing out, on my friends Lashing out, in my head I couldn't breathe I couldn't think Truly think that I'm in need Of, I don't know what I turned my back Minds on gun Go rat-a-tat I'm always posted up in the back Tensing up like a cardiac Heart attack My demons inside they bout just ready to crack And they keep me up all night, no sleep, just like an insomniac I was having convos in my head like I was having a goddamn schiz-attack They ask why I don't believe in god, Is it because of my selfish thoughts and acts Well I don't think so If you wanna go I wanna know Why I was born with this curse yo I just have to know Why this malice on me tho I'm suicidal I think so Calm down, green indigo That's all I need yo Blue c-notes For my greed-oh Big dego I needa find my glow-whoa Abandoned my friends, I cannot ask for forgiveness I'm too fucking scared Can't see through my eyes, my brains all clouded up I'm too damn impaired I'm running my mind, too many voices and all they do is compare My life to another, When I don't think that I can be fucking repaired Shut up and listen, you couldn't survive, even if you damn did try My blood runs deep, know my story you might be a little surprised I'm schizophrenic Schizophrenic I'm seeing things that shouldn't happen I'm schizophrenic Schizophrenic I'm seeing things that shouldn't happen My demons they getting to me My otherselves talking to meI'm schizophrenic Schizophrenic I'm seeing things that shouldn't happen I'm schizophrenic Schizophrenic I'm seeing things that shouldn't happen My demons they getting to me My otherselves talking to me I'm schizophrenic Schizophrenic I'm seeing things that shouldn't happen I'm schizophrenic Schizophrenic I'm seeing things that shouldn't happen You don't wanna come around my blocka blocka blocka You don't wanna come around I might shot yah, shot yah, shot yah They speak to much I pull up with the flocka flocka flocka You ain't with the shit you ain't bout it bout it bout it I just want the money and fame (aye) I just fucked up the whole game (aye) Some people say I'm insane (aye) Don't speak sideways on my name (aye) I could never understand what drives people to hurt others This worlds too twisted and I'm apart of them psycho brothers I just wanna be happy is that too much to ask, to much to bother I'm tired of being cooped up in my bed where I am forced to suffer Never felt like I had a voice Never felt like I had a choice Why I'm always down on myself Only one to frown on myself Abandoned my friends, I cannot ask for forgiveness I'm too fucking scared Can't see through my eyes, my brains all clouded up I'm too damn impaired I'm running my mind, too many voices and all they do is compare My life to another, When I don't think that I can be fucking repaired Shut up and listen, you couldn't survive, even if you damn did try My blood runs deep, know my story you might be a little surprised