So Close so Far

(Verse 1) This is not okay I am not okay You don’t have to go We will find another way Get back to me now To the love that I have To this love that I gave To the world that I had Loved you to the max Gave the clothes off my back Don’t mess up this home Don’t leave me alone I was just getting used to you We just started getting close Get back in my arms Get back when you’re calm Come back when you relax Relax in my heart So close, so far Never felt so lost Some things got to really change I’m not takin' any blame I needed this heartbreak to go and buy a couple chains I’m not worried 'bout no one I’m not tryin' to be the one I'ma whip around and stunt All this money comin' in I'ma go and spend a ton, yeah Lambo doin' burn outs, tire marks all on the road Couple bitches numbers that I hit up when I’m bored I go out to Nobu Malibu with all my bros I like all the public mentions everybody knows But God knows I love the attention that I get from all these Got no patience for 'em at all I ignore these They make up their own when they don’t got no stories Everybody knows, yeah I don’t f*ck around with no one, yeah Couple bitches on the cocaine Let me smash with all my woes, yeah (Verse 2) This is not okay I am not okay If you want to go I won’t ask for you to stay You took a lot of love But you gave a lot of pain I fought a lot of words Defendin' your name Keep it to yourself if you know I don’t want to know Keep it to yourself don’t ever kill my peace and vibes I won’t ever say I hate or love you anymore Just so you always wonder and it kills you inside I am not okay, get away, need some space from this place, mind your business if I’m dead or alive 'Cause now you’re just a stranger, I don’t need ya, if you come back, I will leave ya, all alone in the middle of the night (Outro) I’ve been feelin' so off, yeah I’ve been feelin' so lost, yeah There is nothin' left to fight for We were so close yet so far, yeah Should’ve did your part, yeah Look at what you just lost, yeah Now there’s nothin' left to fight for We were so close yet so far, yeah Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Now there's nothin' left to fight for So close yet so far, yeah