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I spent a year trying to find myself and all I found was that I don't like who I've been And it all seems so simple for everyone else So why can't I find where I fit in It makes no sense for me to feel this way When I'm constantly surrounded by family and friends But if I'm perfectly honest There are days and there are nights when I hope and I pray that I never see there faces again And I know things are gonna change But honestly I don't know if things are better off this way I spent a year finding reasons to live But I also found things that made me want to die Like the sea during a storm or cold winter mornings Or your voice when you said goodbye There's beauty in pain and tragedy in love And things that I will never understand But I guess that's life and sometimes it sucks But sometimes it can be pretty grand And I know things are gonna change But honestly I don't know if things are better off this way I'm learning to love me, I'm learning to love who I am I'm learning to love me, I'm learning to love who I am I'm learning to love me, I'm learning to love who I am I'm learning to love me, I'm learning to love who I am I'm learning to love me, I'm learning to love who I am I'm learning to love me, I'm learning to love who I am I'm learning to love me, I'm learning to love who I am I'm learning to love me, I'm learning to love who I am And I know things are gonna change But honestly I don't know if things are better off I know things are gonna change But honestly I think things might be better this way