Stripes

I feel like a tiger arms covered in stripes All girls ever want now, two kinds of pipe There is a monster that's buried inside You'll never see it if you never lie Windows still open can still come inside Hop over the railing bitch you never know My heart is cold Roll up the dope This your last chance could be coming tonight All you gotta do's apologize Look me in the eye you can see I wanna die There is a hunger that is unsatisfied No control on emotion I'm burning inside Brains been fucked up Battle in my head 4 against 1 but the 1 won't stay dead Keeps coming back like a tick been blood fed Wants me to end it so I stay in bed I try to feel think I'm ready for life You think I smile but a piece of me dies People be asking me if I'm ok You know the answer is always the same I'm trying my hardest but I'll never change Lookin upon me I feel your shame My heart is broken think I need a cane Distractions stay busy that's not what I want Distractions are factions I put up a front Where do people find passion it doesn't exist Tried and I've tried I can show you the list Lyrics I write when I'm numb and I'm pissed If you've never seen pain take a look at my wrist I don't wear watches feel weird on my wrist All I been wanting is someone to kiss Compared to the others bro I'm up to par Plugging got old so I hit up a bar Won't making rapping I'm a chef I'm a star Not tryna brag bitch I can't fix my car I'm broke as f*ck sometimes coughing up tar Ain't with the gang shit just tossing out bars Rip out the filter then smoke the whole dart I'm eating good I got produce in cart Smoking the gas it smell stronger than fart I love my girl I know she got my back We tryna travel so we gotta stack I got support so you know imma change I know she sees all my clothes have been stained I've been covered in blood I've been covered in ack and This girl makes me feel I can always get back Hit up the bottle feel like death on the couch I don't sleep in my bed it don't help with my slouch Spent countless hours to fill up my pouch Threw it away feel like Oscar the Grouch I got so high threw my keys in the trash When I woke up had a memory blast Remember the shit that I'm tryna forget I'll never forget where I hid my lead Used to hide all my weed in the shed Fighting the rats cause they got in my head Can't let another bitch get in my bed