Mouth of Madness

I'm pain But I strive on all the same Suffered slowly in silence I see no errs in my ways I 'm a good man I don't deserve to be damaged and or damned Lose means nothing if I feel I've been shamed See what I've become I distant, hated, faded man That's what I've become See what I've become I distant, hated, tainted man That's what I've become Words of a desperate man Hindsight ain't it I don't care what they say I did Punching ain't homicide, I don't feel cold inside I'm a family man Blood is thicker then water and either's on my hands I'll be here for 20 years but least I'm not dead See what I've become I distant, hated, faded man That's what I've become See what I've become I distant, hated, tainted man That's what I've become Words of a desperate man See what I've become See what I've become See what I've become See what I've become See what I've become I distant, hated and faded away See what I've become I distant, hated, faded man That's what I've become Words of a desperate man