The garden

Faggot mothafuckas I called day ones they switched sides on me The ones I broke the most bread with literally don't got a five for me Swear to God it's f*ck a friend if you ain't crew or brotherhood Cuz I know my brother would, do as we should make sure everybody good I feel my demons every time I ghost the holy smoke My grind my time my shine don't feel I got it when I lost the hope All my best friends on the ropes, how my bitch just overdose And my bro just died off the dope while we beefin my condolence I hope he know Bro my life been fuckin crazy, jails and sales, narcotics, ladies Cases, places, chases, faces I could see the hate and envy Ices, crosses, losses got me nauseous often off it I got way too many problems, f*ck it coffin feel the way to solve it From the garden state where snakes they wait all day to get you off Can't relate to fakes I separate I watch my ways on God All this mothafuckin pain in me sometimes it's hard to talk Had to boss the f*ck up make these moves and cut moefuckas off That's why I don't be partying probably dolo or I'm smoking shit Or with my bitch, I just f*ck and dip cuz I can't love a bitch Leave it to the hands of Lord my hands are sore from all the war New phone every month if it ain't money f*ck you callin for Been going thru the fucking struggle make me wanna grab the double My grandma just died I swear to God that I feel dead inside Why she had to go, why it's always us, why I got no hope Why all my love lust, why there ain't a soul I trust I thought my heart was cold but now it shattered to slush Thought my heart was cold enough but now it shattered to slush Thought my heart was cold enough but now it shattered to slush In this garden where there's snakes who can I trust? Thought my heart was cold enough but now it shattered to slush Thought my heart was cold enough but now it shattered to slush Man this life will leave you fucked up In this garden where there's snakes who can I trust? Who can I trust? Million dollar visions in a ten thousand position I got plenty ways to get it but bein good get me arrested All the lawyers and hassles I cannot keep living like this Since we was fourteen we been moving more than you fake ass trappers Rip the acme plastic, weigh it, wrap it, burn it, really all I know Pockets full of snow and dope, blowin bogies by the store Pills in cabinets causing damage Hoppin fences, Brining madness hoe You don't know the half even if I fuckin show You don't know the pain I go through you Don't know the people I do, you ain't seen what I seen Been to where I been, and did what I do Sit the f*ck in yo lane lame stop tryna be some shit you not I'm on some SG savage shit, that shit f*ck up my sleep a lot Perks and yanz they got me floatin f*ck the earth just wanna coast it I smoke away all emotions I pray everyday for roses but I'm stuck with maryjane my fam and the lil squad I got left Babcia, Dja-Dja, Pop I fuxkin love y'all wish we all had one talk left But I'ma make y'all proud with the fam we gon pay every cent of respect Tryna fly so so fuckin far away somewhere that I could just forget Regret and the stress my head a mess Won't settle for less than bein better than the best F*ck the rest ice cold black heart in my chest Young