What If (feat. Izzi Guma)

Yeah, yeah What if I do this wrong? What if I don't make it in life? Where do I go from here? How do I make it in life? What if I die too young? What if my songs never get played? How do I make it in life? How do I make it in life? What if I do this wrong? What if I don't make it in life? Where do I go from here? How do I make it in life? What if I die too young? What if my songs never get played? How do I make it in life? How do I make it in life? Ponder power placed on paranoia forms a practice Pessimist suggestions take their turn upon my atlas Honestly I'm anxious with a hint of nervous madness (Madness) What's the price to place upon to scale tomorrow's balance Should I plan this, should I not? Should I question, could I stop If I drop it and it flops Would my panic be an advantage? What if I vanish off of the earth? Did I even manage time and it's worth Am I left with sadness, Izzi the accursed Whole artistry canvas painted with dirt But I Keep my trust walking in scripture passages When I Recall I'm human it's a faith renaissance All these Passing thoughts are actually fear tactics That's the Polar point to navigate from negatives Ummmm okay, tell 'em that you're okay But deep inside anxiety's controlling you like all day (All day) All they ever said was go to school and you'd be okay (Okay) But ummmm, I think I might need some O.J. Okay, O.J., oh my (Oh my), no way (No way) I can't lose myself forget this, gotta find a new way (Gotta find a new way) Gotta find a new way So I joined the new wave Christ indeed the new wave Question What if I do this wrong? How do I make it in life? Where do I go from here? What if I die too young? What if my- Slow down slow down Man I'm only getting started but I'm feeling like I'm done Feel like I'm the only one and everyone's got their life planned But like a mic stand with no mic I don't understand my purpose But maybe I'm just human Maybe I'm not alone (Maybe I'm not alone) Maybe all this means is that I need more faith in God (Maybe) Maybe I'm just- I don't know What if I do this wrong? What if I don't make it in life? Where do I go from here? How do I make it in life? What if I die too young? What if my songs never get played? How do I make it in life? How do I make it in life? What if I do this wrong? What if I don't make it in life? Where do I go from here? How do I make it in life? What if I die too young? What if my songs never get played? How do I make it in life? How do I?