Going Under

Pulling myself apart today,To see whats underneath,I analyse the things I say,Its a mystery to me.Why cant I be normal like everyone else?Why cant I become something more than myself?I reach and I'm trying to believe in me,But its just too hard to see.Who am I now?And when will I be found?What if I drown?Im going under now....Lost like a ship without a sail,And terrified to fail,Sick of the sickness that I feel,Its a mystery to me...Why cant I be normal like everyone else?Why cant I become something more than myself?I reach and I'm trying to believe in me,But its just too hard to see..Who am I now?And when will I be found?What if I drown?I'm going under now....I'm going under nowI'm going under nowWho am I now?And when will I be found?What if I drown?I'm going under now....Who am I now?And when will I be found?What if I drown?I'm going under now.