Million Places

When I get mad When I get hurt When I'm feeling low And I get curved Shut people out Rub a little dirt On my wounds So I can forget her Never leave your heat an open target Wore it on my sleeve cause I'm bout it Picture on my heart I had it shrouded But your line of suitors was crowded She threw me to the side Poured my heart shoulda lied Damaging all my pride Thought she was going be my wife See my boy was right Told me bout her told me twice Warned the kid But didn't listen Feelings hurt Heart is splitting Now I can't speak her name Hear it once break down again Messed me up on different levels Late texts I sent several No answer No reply Days later won't say hi Sitting there so said With emotions I had I'm inebriated Jaded Heart in a million places Where are you girl Where are you girl I'm inebriated Jaded Broke my heart in a million places Where are you girl Where are you girl Heart froze solid I'm a monster Bad habits I'm a savage Imma a dog And it's tragic Feelings died Didn't have it Don't care about love It must be abstract Missed placed theorem Like in mathematics Can't solve it with simple adding So I subtracted my heart sadness Got my status up Now they're calling back and they want the boy Same girl who just curve me Now they want to wear my bowl rings That's fake news That's bull It's like whip cream and Cool Whip It's like yo girl hop in my whip It's like the whole team mess with one chick That ain't me I'm chasing girls instead of making beats I'm sipping drink for my therapy When I should be praying as my soul is weak Grades slipping Apathetic Inebriated Needing help Rejecting Ain't asking I'm pathetic It's so hectic Caught up in my madness Drowning in my sadness Heavy sweating Tossing turning Heart is hurting Need consoling Need it urgent Take a shot but it ain't working I take a shot but it ain't working I'm inebriated Jaded Heart in a million places Where are you girl Where are you girl I'm inebriated Jaded Broke my heart in a million places Where are you girl Where are you girl