Big Lie

Ohhh.I gotta secret, it's haunting meSometimes I wanna tell you,I'm not what I seem.It breaks my heart, when I look in your eyesYou see me smile, but I'm alone inside.Happiness depends on the silence that I keep.I know that I should tell you,I can't bring myself to speakI'm so disguised, I don't know what's true.I kills me when I see what it does, to you.It's a big big lie,You're about to see through& I don't know why, it's all that I can doIt's a big big lie,I'm hiding from youI don't love myself, how can I love you?How can I love you?I toss and turn, I can't sleep.Why am I so lonely when your right next to me?It's building up inside me, I can hardly breathe,You're lying there so peaceful, I just wanna screamIt's a big big lie,You're about to see through& I don't know why, it's all that I can doIt's a big big lie,I'm hiding from youI don't love myself, how can I love you?How can I love you?I keep thinking that you're gonna hear it,Hear the words that I don't say, yeah.Someone tell me how long,Oh how long I can live my life this way? yeahhhh yeahhhYou're about to see through& I don't know why, it's all that I can doIt's a big lie,I'm hiding from youI don't love myself, how can I love you? ohhh.How can I love you? ohhh.How can I love you? nooooo.How can I love you?