Weakened State

From the minute you saw itBy the time it left my mouthI know you wouldn't want itBut I had to have it outI saw your smileI felt itNow I just can't believeThere was no knowing deception underneathAll that timeDid it pass while you were looking back waitingI asked for the truth everytimeAnd now the ugly detailsAre stuck in my mindAnd there's a preminitionI keep putting offAnd the more time passesThe more I get softI'm standing up thereIn a weakened stateAnd it's not greatAll that timeDid it pass while you were looking back waitingOften I'm waiting on the oneThat maybe won't comeWaitingAnd I'm not saying anythingYou think that I forgotI'm not saying anythingBut I'm thinking a lot