Habit

Think I should take up smokingMaybe even cigarsThink I should be leaving nowI don't know who you areHave I a reason?Am I a liar?Am I poison?Am I alive?There, there - don't cryAnd I feel fineChoke and dissolve like a childI don't mindThere are two drinks on the tableI trace the designThere are two eyes pleadingBut they're not mineStiff resolutionTo fight to surviveI maintain indifferenceAll in favour say "I"You want it, you want it you tryAnd I see whyYou need her, you love her you dieWhen she's notStrapped to your side.