Everyday

Is it real love Is it fake Thinking bout it like every day My fam love me Or my friends Or am I dead In my brain Thinking bout death like every day Tell me to love myself Is it easy No its not Can you feel me Trying to live like every day Can't feel can't breathe Gotta think about you and me Our relationship our bond It's not perfect see Trying to be the best person I could ever be But nobody see's I'm like a shadow Running from myself Trying to get away from this place called earth its like hell Every time I do something for you You smash it on my head like a falling shelf Damn All I ask why you do this Why you gotta be so hurtful and ruthless Wrapped around your finger like a ring You don't notice it but I still do things for you It's like I was shot from cupid And I still go back cuz I'm stupid Your heart is cold as stone and I can't move it I look at my face in my mirror and I'm like shoot it I don't deserve to be here I'm stupid Damn Can't hang around you You make me depressed too Fucking with my emotions You don't even care about me and I know it And I keep going back cuz I love it Damn Is it real love is it fake Thinking bout it like every day My fam love me Or my friends Or am I dead In my brain Thinking bout death like every day Tell me to love myself Is it easy No its not Can you feel me Trying to live like every day Is it real love is it fake Thinking bout it like every day My fam love me Or my friends Or am I dead In my brain Thinking bout death like every day Tell me to love myself Is it easy No its not Can you feel me Trying to live like every day If you ever feel like your alone in something Your not These thoughts are your brain challenging you to be better I know it hurts But we all learn from pain Just take it one step at a time I love you all And appreciate you for listening to this album