Let Me Be Honest

Let me be honest Im just saying yeah Let me be Honest Let me be honest Let me be honest I was waiting at the door Yeah Shawty moving slow She a sloppy silent ninja with a goal Trying to get all my money So she can sprint and do the dash on the road Shawty left with ten tags on her coats She don't care about me She care about the money that come out of my fleece No wonder she always asking me How many niggas following me On IG Get the f*ck out my face You ain't fucking with me Can't get close to no girl she go ghost in your sleep Even when i'm dreaming, Might have a couple niggas rob me at dark Got the dog on me and i might let it bark Keep fucking with me we in the bowl Swimming with the fishes and i'm the shark Better make sure you don't get caught after dark Um Let me be honest I just gotta really sit here and let me be honest Uh I think I'm going through the worst time in my life I'm so stressed and sleep deprived I don't know what livings like I'm already dead I think if I died everyone would cry and forget overnight I'm living in darkness I feel like bane in batman I've never saw light Its all my fault i'm unhappy Everyone always see's the bad that you do and not the good that you cause Everyone always knows whats best for you round of applause Get the f*ck outta my face With all that Toxic Waste Go spill it on someone else I got no space inside of my brain Physically and emotionally drained I'm fucked up and going insane Why are people so fucked up and judgmental thinking they know it all But when i come out of my character and say something they ignore it all Like f*ck you Shawn you think that you know it all I'm just crying for help Slowly dying inside I fake smile so they can't say no more I can't feel so i don't love no more They don't care i won't care no more Been dead for years I don't exist no more I fake smile so they can't say no more I can't feel so i don't love no more They don't care i won't care no more Been dead for years I don't exist no more I'm trying to win a battle against myself Yeah I fake smile so they can't say no more I can't feel so i don't love no more They don't care i won't care no more Been dead for years I don't exist no more No one listens until i'm six feet deep and i'm asleep in my grave They don't care no more I'm back bitch