Paralyzed

I used to laugh, I used to cryI used to do everything I wanted toI don't know when, I don't know whyBut somewhere I must have lost that guy I knewWith a drink or twoAny bad excuse would doI would like to quit my job, take a trip around the worldI would like to live for love, but I'm scared of being hurtI would do so many things if I just could break the iceBut I'm paralyzedWhere will I be in twenty yearsIf I cannot change, I just don't wanna knowThe days go by, I don't know whyBut it's kinda hard to rearrange your lifeWhen your fear's your gloomAny bad excuse will doI would like to dive for pearls, but the water's way too deepI would like to live my dream, but I cannot even sleepI would like to taste the rain somewhere close to ParadiseBut I'm paralyzedI would like to play guitar, but it's always out of tuneI would like to write a song, but I cannot find a rhymeI would do so many things; I just have to break the iceBut I'm paralyzedI used to laugh, I used to cryI don't know when, I don't know whyWhere will I be in twenty yearsI don't know, I don't know